the kingdom of god is like...
my Kingdom of God peices...
hmm.. could have done better, but again, i was pressed for time and inspiration.
the one on the left is my what the KOG isnt, and the one on the right is what my KOG is.
(water colour, guoache, derwant water colour pencils)
this morning, i was incredibly happy. woke up and was tired, from a rather weird vivid dream... wasnt a bad dream. good vivid dream.
strangest thing today was, i actually prayed. ha! how bad does that sound...
no, but instead of getting overwhelmed and wallowing in my own troubles and the like. instead of me focusing on my problems, i gave them to God. i prayed... i went to God first...
group event all coming together. hopefully. finally... (much thanks to jane and bec for all the hard work you have done)
got semi sad in class this arvo. looking around at every bodies faces. trying to commit them to memory. i dont want to forget anyone, though i know, that with time, its inevitable...
went down the shops with jess. they have the annoying slipery tiles that my thongs really dont like when their wet. i was slipping a little.
got a chocolate icecream. summer has officially began when i do that...
bec, you told me to make a list of my insecurities. i havent done it yet. but yes, i have been praying about it. read my journal if you like. afterall, jo has...
oh yeah, remind me to thank someone for their unknowing help in my KOG assignment...
can you believe, its november. where is the fast forawrd button.
so many things will happen post yits, parties, people meeting (yes, burkie, i havent forgotten), and job seeking.
but sometimes i want to just press fast forward and see where my life is at in 2 years time. will i be in a relationship, will i be out of home, will i be in uni, or working?
i dont know, and thinking about it will only make me lose sleep at night.
on a happier note. i got a letter from my best friend today. i miss her. i like the fact that around her i am safe, i am confident and am free to have fun. i dont need to pretend. so i cant talk about God with her, and shes selfish, and we seem so different. i still love her. a lot.
mm.. i try so hard to get friendships to a certian level, fast. to learn what i can about them. but really, its only time that can fully develop a friendship. time, and time together.
so perhaps i just have to be patient...
