freedom

ahh.. why am i so happy... *beams*...

this afternoon, for spiritual growth, we're doing spiritual warfare... and this afternoon we had this part where we just went with someone else, that we trust, and work through the 6 steps to freedom.... or something like that...

anyway, so i went with Jo. she was sitting next to me, and it was either Jo or bec... and bec was all the way on the other side of the room (and God had other plans for her anyway)...

so yes. jo and i went and sat down on the floor, and started. talks from fear (of which we had several things in common) (oh yeah Jo.. if you dont want me writing stuff here... just tell me, and i'll remove it..) and talks about lies... and talks about other fun things like that.

and then came up the talks of forgiveness... and i knew that i had to talk about >insert his name here<... i didnt really want to, but knew that i had to. and lovely jo pushed me to... it was embarassing telling her what happened... even though all i did was tell her what base...
but afterwards... like, as we kept on going, i was starting to feel so free.... happy, lighter, joyous....
and it must have been the mid year rebelion thing.. either that or saying aloud that i forgive my mum.. or maybe both...

anyway.. thankyou Jo... *smiles* thankyou that i can trust you enough... and that you can trust me enough...

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