sorrys, and thanks.. and random
*smiles*
have a found a pattern? i am happy when i wake, then i get sad, or angry, or depressed, or melancholy, that lasts till the afternoon, then i get happy again, and the evenings are great...
or was that just the past couple of days?
i am happy right now...
though, i should say sorry Bec. i wasnt very happy this morning, and i think i was annoyed at you...
in fact, i should say sorry to most of you... my need to be loved, and my selfishness was/is expressed in the desire for someone to be interested in me... and that makes me needy of peoples attentions...
its crazy i know, and its something God and i are working. so please forgive me of my selfishness and my annoyedness at you when you dont do that..
however, i would like to say thankyou to Burkie... you knoiw why... (oh, how mysterious! :P).
not paying attention in class, and sending notes and texts to people is much fun...
*beams*
> random things.... i felt like i was going to faint while washing cars.
i wore a white skirt today...
but changed into boardies which just made me want to go swimming...
we had swing dancing, and i was rather dead through the first half, but then i got all happy and alive... it was fun!
i have consumed so much water today!
i was so alive after swing dancing that i actually kept on dancing, all by myself. just making things up.. nothing special (oh if i knew some actual dance steps would be helpful, but i just sway to the music..).
read some of daves Nano story.. and left a little message for him. i ran away before he read it. he ran after me and tipped his water bottle over me..
i was wearing a white skirt!
had accountability. was good. elly shared. (i found it particulary amusing, something completely random, that i wont share here, but i was rather amused by something elly did. not related to her sharing...)
class... was good. got a message from burkie. so spent the rest of class messaging him... jess C was sitiing next to me, and inquired if something was going on.. i laughed and said no...
had an interesting convo with matt... one of the yits guys i havent really talked to. he is rather deep. thinks about things a lot. i rather like him. too bad im only really knowing him in the last two weeks...
oh yeah.. and lexie scared me into eating brekky this morning... which i did..
err, enough random things to say
