over analysation...

so, again, i have been struck down by having a rather real dream.
i love having real dreams, dreams where i feel a lot. except when what im feeling and seeing isnt good.

right, so in this dream im me. and there are lots of other people in it too. all that i know. another female is in it. a good friend. anyway, all the guys like her, and she cant decide which one she likes.
in my dream feeling of jealousy creep up, i get angry at her, something in real life i wouldnt do.
she goes out to dinner with one guy, talks very freely with another guy...
my jealousy gets so much that i leave. i cant stand to be around that.

i wake up.
the jealousy still pulses through my mind. i start to think of all things, anaysing in my 5:30 mind, how all guys really like her, and that none like me. and that shes so blind to it, or perhaps not so blind....

getting over the feelsing now.
but some still lingering...
heard someone yesterday (a male) saying that if all girls were like >insert female name here< something arother... like the silly male noise for yeah...

i should just stop thinking this way.... silly feelings... silly thinking...

*sigh* perhaps i do over analyse things as well...

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