the happenings of a friday
what to say.
i feel extremely exhausted...
happy though...
i am in dire needs of a massage... i cant massage myself very well...
finished reading MPE last night. technically this morning. woke up at 6. got up at 8. wrote the silly report. i know its crap, but atleast its in.
went into college with Pearl. saw Darryn there.
darryn is a lovely guy, kinda queit, very different to my loudness. but a great guy to talk to. has some good insights.
went to eastland. went to centrelink. got more forms.
tried on formal dresses.... lots, and lots. some i liked parts of, some i detested. tried a size 10 on.. that was interesting... didnt fit... if only they had size 11....
didnt love any of them though...
walked to go to Tempt to randomly look at clothes on our way out. saw Dave. he came and joined us. interesting... not as bad as shopping with Alice and Evan. that was weird. this was ok...
got a juice. made my own. mixed berries, passionfruit, orange, mango, carrot, and some other vegetable. i liked it. the passion fruit was annoying. no passion fruit next time.
sat with pearl and dave until dave had to go back to work.
talked about trivial things.
i was (am) dead tired.
youth tonight was slightly frustrating. i was sitting in my group thinking about all the things i didnt like about it. got frustrated at the book we're reading (purpose driven life). got annoyed at the fact that we were sitting there, while there were people out freezing in the streets. people dying in pakistan, people starving in africa.
but i sat there feeling completely inadequite. who i am to try to instigate change... i feel so young....
so i just got annoyed.
and then laura came in.
i like laura. lovely lor... i get along really well with her. dont know why. just do. dont get to see her much though... sad that.
told her im going to her yr 11 formal. she was like "oh no" but then was like, its cool. i dont want to tell my other yr 11 friends.
maybe this wasnt such a good idea....
and now im tired. really tired.... but im not going to bed...
where are you bec!?
