Misinterpretation

I woke this morning to a dream where a guy from my YITS class was killed.
it was rather sad actually.

today has seen me be home alone. but i dont really mind this time. i was (i guess am) in a cleaning mood.
at this stage i have finished my room, and am half way through the study. cleaning everything, rearranging stuff. chucking out old stuff and rubbish. making things look neat and tidy.


periodically been online. random chattings.

one such with Paul.
i think i rather quite didnt get him before. or maybe im just in a different mood. what ever.

he asked me why i was so hung up on relationships. so i told him (look back through some of the old blogs, the reasons are back there somewhere).
he shared some stuff from 8 years of observing relationships.
and made me tell him it in my own words.

something along these lines. (wouldnt paul be happy to know that i didnt just forget it)

point 1 - do not comprimise yourself by your choice of partner. aka, dont chose a loser, or a half loser.

point 2 - i could probably get a boyfriend now, if i wanted one. except that this would probably be against point one.
that i need to stop looking (not entirely but not let it consume me), and to concentrate my efforts on growing closer to God. building up friendships around me, helping other people, and working on my charachter and integrety.
and then someone would come along. a quality guy.

also stuff was mentioned about guys being experimental with girls, and going as far as they can (depending on the charachter of the guy) before they get stopped.

or something like that.
and that has left me thinking.

there is truth in what he said, though i know that it will be hard to follow any of what i just told you.

i thought i should write that down somewhere so i dont forget it entirely...

umm, thankyou Paul (if you ever get this link.)

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