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Saturday, August 05, 2006
A Year
*softly humms happy birthday to self*
i have been blogging (on blogger) for a year now.
i have been on gush for a year. (ok, so technically it was the 6th of august last year that i joined. but whats one day).
and in some other news. im going to perth! im excited, but also rather nervous.
i get more nervous the more i think about it.
i always get like this before i do something i have never done before, particulary when i am doing it alone. but its just one of those things that i have to bite down, and move through it. i am really wanting to go to perth. to meet all of steves family and friends, but im also worried abbout all the "what if's" that pop up into my mind.
i will be fine though :)
Oh you're freakin me out woman.
I thought it was your actual birthday!
And I had spoken to you this morning and not known and so I didn't say anything and I would have been the yuckiest friend ever!
But..*breathes*..it's ok.
What if there's an plane accident as you're about to land, and you're the only survivor, and once you're in hospital Steve and his family come in to say hi, except his family decides they despise you, and Steve falls violently ill from a bug he caught during his visitation to the hospital, and while you're leaving the hospital after being discharged you trip and fall down onto Steve who was so kind as to escort you out, and he gets knocked unconcious and eventaully dies and its all your fault and the plane home crashes and you die?
What if everything goes perfectly and you have a wonderful time and Steve's family loves you and you end up getting married and all that mushy stuff? :P
i like the second what if:P
what if steve is there to help you through anything your nervous about and will support you
5 words
perth gush meetup with sam:P
and in other news:P everythings going to be just fine and there is no what ifs lol, your plane trip and everything else your worrying about will be 100% fine
