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this is odd. i find myself at home on a tuesday, my big uni day. i was (err, still am) rather tired so i decided to skip my lectures today. i'll probably still go to my tute's. (everyone, note the word 'probably' here).
the reason i still find myself at home is the fact that i am very tired. and with work tomorrow im only going to be more tired.
on sunday, i spent half the afternoon on the phone to Steve. then church at night. and then getting home i spent the entire evening on the phone to him. a very expensive phone call for him, and a falling asleep on the phone Sam :P.
uni yesterday was fine.
after uni, i went shopping. bought several things.
i spent like 15 minutes talking to this sales guy, happily chatting away. we had a great convo, and were laughing. (i ended up buying the product too. *shrugs* why not :P). sorry to bec who was waiting for me at Starbucks...
we went out to a yits thing that night, and as usualy it produced lots of laughter. i was getting kind of irritated towards the end of the evening about jokes where i met steve from, or maybe i was just getting defensive about my relationship.
as we were getting ready to leave, clacy (aka, michael) hugged me, told me he loved me and sorry if he offended me. now, clacy is a joker, and we all love him for it. and so this response from him was wonderful. :).
on the way home in the car i talked with Bec about it all, and it felt better getting it off my chest.
i dislike being compared to anyone. i shouldnt, and really, i cant be compared to anyone. my relationship is my (err, our) own, and its not like anyone elses relationship. sure i can ask for help from other people and i really value their input. but ultimatly, its up to me to judge what is good for the relationship, for Steve and then for me.
yup. i definatly think im not going to uni today. how slack of me. im only there two days a week.
