God and Dreams

god spoke to me again last night. its weird, because it was about the same thing as it was the last time. it brought happy, peaceful tears to my eyes.

i remember asking for help, from God about what to do with my life (can be viewed here), and for ages there was no response. and now i feel like i do have a response. its also what i mentioned a few weeks back.

what sparked it was a friend (who i never really used to be that friendly with back in school. she was the year below me) sitting next to me in church last night and writing a really wonderful letter in my journal. sitting in church reading it brought tears to my eyes, but i really cried when i got home and read it again.

lately, i have felt closer with God. a calm sort of sitting in his presence. its hard to describe. i just feel him close. and its nice.


clammy/mark was in my dream last night. (so was tom if you want to mention it). but its weird. i find when ever i dream about ANYONE, i feel rather... close to them when i wake up. like i have just spent the entire night talking with them. and i guess, for someone who's prmary love language is quality time, dreams are a part of that. its weird...

steve came to church yesterday, he was even there before me! and what followed was a wonderful day of... sitting around and talking...

i should really go and have a shower now...

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