what i want
late night blog ness
so its 12:11 tuesday morning. what am i doing on the computer still?
talking to my friend over in holland?
talking to my friend over in croydan?
talking to my friend over in mt ev..?
no...
thinking... thats what im doing..
im feeling rather serious atm..
i want to sing a song, and make up the words, but i dont know about what
i want to cuddle up next to some one and have them whisper how much they love me
i want to hold a little child and whisper to them how much i love them, and that everything will be alright
i want to be able to cry and have some one fix my problems
i want to be real, not fake
i want to be motivated
i want to be dedicated
i want to be able to know what its like the have a normal family
i want to travel over seas
i want to explore the unknown
i want to take better care of my self
i want to be able to have the right words to say when some one is hurting
i want to be able to tell people how i really feel about them
i want to be able to tell every one that i love them, and mean in
i want to have an adventure
i want to know what im going to do next year
i want to know what im going to do for the rest of the years to come
i want to know who my future husband will be
i want to have more faith in God
i want to be able to feel the Holy Spirit
i want to be less afraid of not being in control
i want to care less about what other people think
i want to be able to properly surrender
i want to be able to discover who i am, seriously
i want to smile every day for the rest of my life
i want to be able to hold my husbands hand and know we can get through anything
i want to know im loved.
Sam, one thing i noticed as i read what u want?, theres no suc thing as a normal family...well there is, but your in one: a normal family these days is one that has issues and has hurt and pain involved: and if your looking for a perfect family?, I've only encountered one?, and its really hard for them to keep it that way, so don't be getting down on the fact that your families not perfect, just love the one you have and let God fill the gaps...Lots o Love, Dave
