Saturday...
mm.. i guess that i have come to the realisation that im ok with being single... i mean, i'd love to get married and definatly have children, but right now there arent any blimps on the radar. that is, im not interested in anyone, and no ones interested in me...
even though i am feeling clucky atm, i know that im not realy to have children yet.
i guess im lucky too, i have lots of good friends who are single too.
i know relationships are hard work, and perhaps im not ready to let myself be open to being hurt yet.
*laughs* this afternoon i was talking with one of my friends. he lives in mexico and likes guys. i was talking about my past week, and saying that i want to have children. he laughed and said that we would have good looking children... just something random for you!
more random things.
the gospel in yr 6 language. "God created us good. we stuffed it up. Jesus came to save our arse's."
my IQ according to one of the online tests is 122... which is above average. *laughs*
i don't like washing dishes, unless i have some company. *looks menacingly at the pile of dishes wanting to be done...*
if i could invite any 5 people to dinner they would be, Robbie Williams, Robyn Williams, Oprah Winfrey, Hilary Duff and Craig Lowndes.
i know 3 peoples phone numbers off by heart, not including my own. that is, Jess's, Becs and Davids.
i dislike the words passionate and awesome, and thats all i can think of atm. i dont like them cause they are over used, and are used for the wrong meanings...
when i get tired i have different stages. first i get grumpy and snappy and annoyed. then i get really exhaused so i cant do anything, then i go crazy. i get so chipper and i skip a lot, and sing, and act really weird...
im a closet feminist. i think women should be able to do anything a man could do... and it goes the other way to. im all for gender equality.
i only like "smiley" type emoticons. the annoying ones are the word ones... *kicks them*
im a fiddeler... and not in the musical sense... i find that i have to do something with my hands to properly concentrate. however i also have a short attention span, so i get easily distracted. not a good combo... so i start to concentrate on the thing im iffeling with, and not on what im supposed to be concentrating on...
im stubborn... it runs in the family.
i generally try to be original. if everyone else is wearing blue, i'd want to wear red. if everyone else is supporting one team, i'll go for the other. i try to see things from the opposite point of view than the other person, and stick up for it. this has gotten me into trouble a bit. particualry with my best friend, cause then she feels like im not supporting her...
i like to laugh! (have i said that already?) i am easily amused, and will often laugh out loud when reading something... laughter makes me happy.
i always wanted to have two girls, close together in age. but not i have decided that i would like to have three kids, and id like a son as well...
i like names, and their meanings, even though im not as obsessed as i used to be. seriously, if someone told me a name i knew the meaning of it, ans most of the time the origins.
right now the sames i like, and would consider naming my children are...
Amaya - Japanese - Night rain
Adrianna - French - Dark
Kassiel - Latin - Angel of Saturday
Kaiya - Japanese - Forgiveness
Meika - Japanese - Celebrated flower, Beautfiful woman (this is so funny! my made up name is actually real!)
Sakura - Japanese - Cherry blossom
Taraneh (pronounced Tiraneh) - Persian - Song
Vashti - Persian - Beautiful
Zara - Arabic - Dawn
Alexander - Greek - Helper and defender of mankind
Brendan - German - Sword blade
Daniel - Hebrew - God is my judge
Darryn - English - Great
Dominic - Latin - Belonging to God
Edward – English – Guardian of prosperity
Jake – Hebrew – Held by the heel
Lachlan – Scottish – Warlike
Sebastian – Greek – Majestic
Zack - this can come from several names, Issac (laughing one), Zaccheus (innocent) or Zachary(remembered by God)
it has taken me over two hours to write this blog.. how sad. in the meantime i have done the dishes, and surfed the net for a while... no ones really on msn to talk to.. *shrugs*
