Procrastination
Good morning my dearly loved avid blog readers...
i woke up at 6:20 this morning. not of my own doing. but becuase the sun was shining through my window, and the birds outside were singing their never ending chorus.
when i eventually got up at 7:30 it amazed me at how light it actually was. only another month till daylight savings begins again. now, that is scarey!
i got rather annoyed at myself yesterday. not becuase i procrastinated the whole day, or spend the entire time chatting to people on msn. but becuase of the fact... why was it again? *shrugs* oh well... cant have been that important.
i had an odd dream this morning. it had Katie in it, but it also had my very first boyfriend in it.
Jesse and i went out in yr 7. and we were hardly going out anywhere. i liked him, he liked me. and so somehow we become girlfriend and boyfriend. it was in name only. i think i sat next to him, what, 4 times? we never held hands, never kissed, spoke seldom... but thats yr 7 for you...
how did we break up? well, he never liked my best friend Jess, and she didnt like him. i was forced to chose between my very first boyfriend, and my best friend of 6 months.
oh and the fact that he got all uppity when a guy friend kissed my finger for a dare. he dumped me calling me a ho and a slut.
(i look back on this and laugh)
anyway, so we didnt have the best endings.
well, yes, he was in my dream, and so was a great big grizzily bear, but who was really smart, and could talk.
i cant exactly remember what happened, i just know that it took place on a mini bus (possibly the one we went on centre trip in... hmm)
guys. i lay awake thinking last night about various things, and i realised that when ever i have a crush on a guy it ends two ways. or starts two ways.
i either see them and start liking their appearance. or i get to know them and like their personality.
this keeps on going until i get over it. which can be a short amount of time, a long amount of time, when they find out (not the prefable way for it to stop), or when i hook them up (in my mind) with one of my friends.
*shrugs* some random trivia for you...
mm, yes.. i am still procrastinating doing my homework... 3 hours to go..
