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right...
i was just bumming away before on msn, when this guy pm's with saying "hi babe"
now.. i dont really know this guy at all... and i get all thingy when any of my guy friends call me sweetie, or babe, or anything like that.
and then i got to thinking. why?
is it becuase i dont see myself like that? or becuase i dont want them to see me like that? or becuase im afraid of something...
maybe its all of the above.


mind you, saying this, there are certian guys out there who id love to hear this from, but probably never will...
and there are some guys out there who i wouldnt care if they called me this cause i know nothings going on...

well, this is another random, rather jumbled post.... enjoy...
just another facet to my guy troubles...

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