Never Take Friendship Personal

i feel sick.
i feel tired.
i feel scared.
i want to cry.

gah! why am i feeling like this. i hate it.

im bored, im tired.

i feel stupid for not having anything to do. all my friends actually have lives and are busy, or atleast dont want to spend time with me.

im feeling like a failure. a failure who has a stupid job, and cant even drive. i mean, what sort of person does that sound like. not one any one would want to know.

gah, yes, this is a stupid emo blog. get over it or stop reading.

i have two numbers for nurseries where they are looking for people to work, but im too scared to actually phone up and ask. i feel stupid because i cant get to where ever they are.


why is my fear getting to me...

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