tired rambleings...

and so suddenly i am hit with how hard this is going to be. a dose of reality maybe.
i dont want to get hurt, i dont want to cause hurt.

im scared. im scared of openeing my heart. im scared with handleing someone elses. im scared he will turn around and say that he doesnt like me. im scared because i love him. and every fibre in my body is screaming at me to run away, to push him away. to protect myself.

its so easy to be brave when i am around him. when he is right here. but he's not. and im not there.

we never said it was going to be easy. infact, its going to be pretty hard...

just more tired rambleings...

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