Oprahs Wisdom...

so, Oprah speaks some wisdom...

im happy currently. yes. its strange isnt it?

no, not really...

i was thinking last night, after a fairly average day of being with friends (just one particular friend that it feels kinda weird being around) about why i was sad really.

i realised that what i was doing was trying to get my self esteem from other people, namely guys, instead of God.

he had tested me, and i had failed... i was putting guys infront of God.

i am still fighting those feelings of not being wanted, loved, attractive, etc. but i know that god loves me.

he told me that very specifically in january, and that he thinks im beautiful. becuase, in fact, all things he creates are beautiful, because He is beauty.

i am a child of gods, and i need to keep reminding myself of that.

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