yoda talk...

Warning: in fairly tired, zonked, semi grumpy mood when writing this post.
bare with me.



stayed at becs last night.
went out to sky high restuarant (and cafe) on mt dandenong yesterday arvo. was pretty enough.
good view of city, if not big black rain filled clouds were coming directly for us.

had latte there (yes, sam drinking hot drink. shock. and was average) decided to go to olinda. pretty there.
started pouring as soon as arrived there, so ran between the shelter (of antique and similar shops). was cool (literally).
saw the cloud moving along the road.
i love winter in the mountians. autumn too.
beautiful. just beautiful...

on way home went, stopped at Silvan dam.
bec wanted to take photo of something, so got out of car and went over there.
semi raining.
i ran and chased ducks.
cool, crisp air.
loved it.

was decided that id stay at becs that night (she invited, i accepted).
got pillow, and stuff from house, and drove down.
invited self to dinner (goes with staying night)
odd comment by hannah at dinner, "oh sorry, your like one of the family now" when she gave sour cream to lor first, and lor said something like "hannah!"
i just smiled.
watching becs family interact with each other is amusing. cause its rather different to how i act with my family.
went to some shin dig at careforce. their 'somber' good friday service.
drew cool picture, will scan later and put on devART.
got distracted by different tune for common easter song.
it was alright. dont seem very enthralled by church atm. *shrugs*
saw clacy (michael from YITS) after. weird guy. dont know whats going on in his head. meh...

back to becs.
laughter over missing pair of undies (mine) found a little time later (on bec). spilled milo cause of it.
zoned out to prince of egypt. seen it so many times can quote entire thing, sound effects, and songs included.

ended, laura left. got my bed ready.
lay and talked for little time. not about anything really... guys (yeah, shock. what a suprise... *evil glare*)
weird phone call at 12:30 for bec, from asian lady.
bec thinks not prank call.
i laughed anyway.
sleep...

woke, 5:40am.
cold.
kicked blacket off.
put back on.
hear heavy rain, wind, and drip drip drip.
drip continued, and continued.
6am.
rain stopped, windy.
stll drip.
louder sounds.
6:45am.
more drip drip drip...

dozing dreams.
two johns. one young (10ish) one normal.
mark from yits talking about chest hair.
one person completely dressed up looking like puss in boots, ears, fur, whiskers. grey cat.

woke, 7:15am.
lor bangs on door.
7:25am.

lack of sleep kicks in.
tired.
doze in bed more.
actually rather awake, 7:40am.
bec still not awake (in mind).
get up physically.

tired.
into car for bridge road shopping, via Ikea.
start getting little irritated by becs family. but still fine.

ikea good.
sweedsh meatballs YUM!!!

get to bridge road.
tired sam + shopping = negative sam.
felt crap, look in mirror and all saw was ick.
blergh.

tired, sore feet.
found shoes that liked.

got back to car. realised lost earing.
*sniff*
favourite pair of earings too.
got for 16th birthday, from sister...
wait, or be it 17th?

happy to be going home.
home is good.
becs house nice, but not home...

tired...
sick of people in a way.
yes, me, extrovert, sick of people...


i remember being 15/16. thought knew everything. thought so mature and grown up.
realise now that not case.
was selfish much back then.
youngest child tendency.
notice it now, try to change.


tired... blabbing... long post... congrats for getting to end.
hope understand you do...

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