WWJD
im crying.
i hate this.
why cant everyone just get along.
i feel like ive done something terrible...
i cant help being me, this is who i am. i want to be, crave to be, friends with every one. and...
oh, this blog just isnt going anywhere.
uni was alright.
i was really tired
am really tired
most of it went in one ear, and out the other. the joys of knowing something, but only partly. not enough to know what their talking about, and enough to listen and get the general gist, and then not pay attention.
almost fell asleep in my psych lecture this morning. so tired...
tired becuase i didnt go to bed early enough
tired because i woke up at 4am and started worrying
tired becuase i woke up at 7.
my bus was on time this morning. silly unpredictable buses. so i walked slowly to uni, instead of my fast walk of monday.
elif, jade and i got our seats at the back.
psych tute was fine, nothing i haddnt heard before.
library thingy for psych, and the library computers didnt let me log in, again. afterwards the librarian phoned up this place and tried to work it out for me. should be fixed by tomorrow.
sat around for two hours by myself, being rather bored, and tired and almost falling asleep in the atrium.
Elif's boyfriend came over and talked for a couple minutes, before he went off to a lecture, or the library, or something.
i went and bought another text book, my one for media texts and contexts (now on know as media to all my blog readers). went off to my media lecture.
it was funny. the ladies that do it are very amusing. sat with Liz and.. err... i forget her name. up the back. was cool. could only just read the power points though.
walked down to the station witht he same girl i did last week. Kim. knows one of jess collins's friends Crissi. cool connections. was cool.
sitting on the bus at the stations, who but Lor walks on. we have a good chat for the trip home, and say goodbye at my house. she walked on down to her house.
after a break for a couple hours, i go back to uni for my stats lecture. much, much nicer having a calculator. (a nice friend did his good deed for the week, and i thank him muchly for it). sat with Kate and Sally. two girls in a couple of my tutes. both have little kids, and one has another on the way. did year 12 at TAFE together, and are 19ish? 20ish maybe. didnt pick it up.
they are both nice... smoke nice smelling cigarettes, not the icky smelling ones my dad does...
the lecture was semi boring, i spent it trying to figure out how to work the calculator. i didnt get very far...
and then came home, had a friend block me on msn, me cry, and thats how we go to the start of this post.
ive been thinking about guys too much too. bad sam...
"uni was alright.
i was really tired
am really tired
most of it went in one ear, and out the other. the joys of knowing something, but only partly. not enough to know what their talking about, and enough to listen and get the general gist, and then not pay attention"
Welcome to uni, Sam :-). That's pretty much how I spent my first year or two. A helpful tip is to take a quick look over the lecture notes beforehand so you have the general gist before you go in, otherwise you can get lost very easily.
Also, do the questions they set you every week! I wish someone had told me this two years ago and I'd actually listened. So be grateful for this advice and take it on board :-P.
