boring blog...
first day of uni was today.
a nice early start, 8:30 lecture. for sociology.
but thats getting too far ahead of myself.
saturday. went shopping to but stationary, end up coming home with too much stuff, and a pretty black top.
it was pouring rain, the sky was dark. i had had a drink or two of some coke and rum, and i was feeling a little sick. perhaps alcohol doesnt like me any more...
anyway, came back home, and it was still pouring with rain.
went out to the churches trivia night. i havent been to a trivia night in ages long, and was sort of looking forawrd to it. but when i was there i just wanted to go home. i wanted to be away from people. i was grumpy, and tired. i wanted to talk to a couple people online.
i faked a sicky, and asked david to drive me home. which he did. he also knew that i was going to go online, and talk to people.
he also asked me if i approved of him dating my sister. truthfully, i dont really mind. i like david, and hes a good friend. and as long as my sister is happy, i dont really care who shes dating...
i was grumpy that night. very tired too... i was probably a little annoyable to people.
church the next morning, and i decided i was going to write a letter... to Jas. so i spent the time doing that. perhaps one of these days im going to actually listen to a sermon, but not today. i need to be doing something, not just sitting and listening. it just doesnt work. my attention span is too short for that.
after church i politely turned down a movie invitation with some friends. i didnt really want to be around people again, so i went home, read, ate lunch, and wrote some more letter.
went off to the monthly youth service. the last sunday night is a youth service, and its hosted by a different church within my denomination. this months turn was wantirna. they are usually rather, hillsongish...
tonight was no different.
maybe it was the fact i was tired, still didnt want to be around people, or something, but i didnt get into the "worship."
it felt fake.
i wrote a half angry journal to God, questioning what he thought. needless to say i didnt hear an answer.
i didnt listen to the message either, fighting imagery. something which totally doesnt appeal to me.
so i continued Jas's letter.
later that night, or this morning, i was reading more of blue like jazz.
somwhere in there the author said that he thought that God didnt really want us to bicker about church, about which church was right, or wrong. i guess that kinda hit home.
i was drawing in my study last night, and clay called.
it was nice to actually put a voice to the name.
so, i go to sleep, eventually, after reading some more Jazz.
wake early this morning. much earlier than ive woken up in a long time. work doesnt count.
go up to the bus stop early. my bus is late. there are lots of annoying little year 7 and 8'ers. they get onto their schools bus.
my bas is late, and i only have 7 minutes to walk to uni to get to my lecture on time.
i make it just in time.
i look over the faces, and dont see any one i recognise. i sit down somewhere, and then i see Elif, and she gestures for me to sit next to her. i go.
my tut is after it, and i get a little lost.
my sociolgy tutorial teacher is hilarious. hes married, but acts very dramatically. if he werent married i sould say he was gay. but thats the stereotype im pinning him with.
meet up with Elif afterwards, shes not in my tut, and we talk for a bit. with her bf, and his friends. and then i decide i should go, and the bus is just pulling into the uni stop, and i jump on.
im waiting down at the station, for my bus, and this chick comes up and starts talking to me.
we talk the whole while while waiting for the bus, and then on the bus, until i have to get off.
it was strangely bizzar. and kinda cool.
bummed around half the afternoon, missed two calls from bec. catch the third. i walk with her down to her house. we hang out a bit, and then i get walked back up.
and so there is an uber boring blog entry.
must remember my self control...
oh yeah, its trav's birthday today. i sent him a weird random birthday message at about 3am last night, and then proceeded to have a dream about him. cant remember exactly what, just that i was running late, and not wearing the right clothes. so we had to go buy some, and that made us even later.
