Ask, Seek, Knock

last night after being sent to bed, i slowed down my thinking by some drawing... always helps me to relax.
and then i got my bible out and randomly opened to a page. it was ezekiel something arouther, about the dimensions of the temple.... very interesting.... so i went for another flip
this got me to matthew. the matthew version of ask, seek, knock which i randomly flicked to the night before.

do you think Gods trying to tell me something? or perhaps, im trying to tell myself something...

anyway.... i decided that i would pray to God about my future guy, and ask him to reveal him to me when the times right. to bring him to me...
you know... having it somehwere rather obvious would be helpful, but not very practical... like, written across the sky, or a neon sign over his head. but, as jo said, that would probably take away some of the fun, trusting in God, anticipation out of it...

mm, its Gods call now... lets just hope it stays that way...

mmm.. and its not even that i like anyone i know... but im more being open to the possibility.
but im also being cautious... im not going to jump at the first chance... not this time...

patience... patience... patience... (or so i keep telling myself)

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