crazeyness.. yes, thats me right now...

"cause i'm just crazy
i'm just a little unwell
i know right now
you can tell
so stick around and then you'll see
a different side of me"

my version of that song
im rather crazy atm. i feel rather sick.. been out of it all night.


trust. in the past week i have had 4 or 5 different instances of trust being talked about. at church in a sermon, umm... talking with John last night, err... bec randomly said something this evening in youth min... i opened the bible randomly and it came up with a trust passage...

do you think someones trying to tell me something???
*laughs*
mmm.. yes, possibly... trusting God, particulary with futrue relationships... man.. ive been rather affectionate this week.... but not with the guys. dont want to give them to wrong idea... but id prefer to be affectionate, love to be affectionate with a guy... mm, yes, it would definatly be nice. but im trusting God with that whole stuff... or atleast trying to

i could, ofcourse, ask God about it. thats the bible passage i opened to last night, the seek and you shall find, ask and you will be answered one... mm yes.. should do that...

what else was i going to write...
oh thats right.. bec, sometimes you amaze me. you are so mature and lovely... wow.... you knew what to say to Jess tonight, i was like.. what the hell do i say...! in a good way ofcourse....

mm.. yes... sorry.. my mind is still back in that paragraph *points* yup.. the relationship one.. all this talk is just making me want one even more... mmm.. and dave.. finding out that tom is an ENFP was not helpful...
anyway.. should take that test again...

im crazy now.. my lips are dry... who is reading this? i hate spam comments.. *kicks them* i love you jo, thanks for the lovely comment you wrote in my journal. that was nice... in fact.. i love everyone! *hugs you all* oh, and should that word crazeyness have an i instead of the y?

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