running late... again.

few thoughts going through my head.
must post quick. have to go to work.

1) i have shot a gun. a real one. four of them actually. real bullets. never ever thought i would do that. have always been very anti guns, even as toys. i can now see they can be alright when used correctly. (and not pointed at each other).
my arms hurt from it, and my jacket smells of gun powder, but it was really fun.

2) church shopping sucks.

3) what's worse than getting band aide responses? silence. nothing. silence is the real killer.

4) and mr anonymous. i used to really get sad when i realised that i didnt exactly have any close friends any more. i think that i've gotten used to it. my best friends my boyfriend, and i have a couple close friends who live far away, and a couple other friends who i dont see any more. i guess that's life.

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