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Thursday, September 13, 2007

softer to me

i have abandonment syndrome.
it seems that i pick people who will leave me, or maybe its because of me that they leave.

part of me wants to not care. to become dead to relationships. to not feel anything because then i cant feel hurt. but i know that;s not healthy. but neither is where I'm at right now.

ha! and the worst thing is, i actually expect some of you to care.

I have Monday-Tues-Weds 'off' (ie. do homework at home) days next week, care to catch up at Morrisons?

oh sam, i feel like this alot too. we'lll catch up soon. i care about you. love ya. dawn

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