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i really think i shouldnt have coffee anymore... it really makes me weird.

im all jittery, slightly sick feeling. i get like this sometimes when im really really tired, but im not. i feel like i want to throw up... oh well...


memo to self : dont drink coffee anymore!



its come to that time of day when i think to myself, i really should go to my stats lecture tonight, but i am really tired, and sick feeling, and i just plain dont want to... *sighs*

today is my sisters birthday. she is officially old... 20!


i had such a really really odd dream last night!
it was 10 years time, and there was this guy who liked me. except i know him now, and currently he is 11ish years old. ofcourse in the dream he was like 20, but it was still incredibly weird, and kinda worrying...




last night, last night i was on my emotional roller coaster again. i dont know what sparked.
ok, i do know what sparked it, but i dont know why i got set off by that. sometimes i really do hate how my mind works. or how my mind is controlled by my heart.

thankyou to john for being the observant fellow he is.

i really ranted when i went to bed last night, in a letter im writing to someone. a good 15 minutes of messy ranting. about god, about christianity, about what we should be doing... i got rather frustrated... i shouldnt do that at midnight. oh well :P



i sat in a cafe today, in lilydale, and wrote a letter for over an hour. it was lovely. this letter is longer than the two who were tied for longest letter but two pages...
i have rather run out of people to send letters to.
who should my next one be to?



in other news, i have my first exam in two and a half weeks time.
my last essay is due next week (1500 words on the importance of protecting the ABC)
my last two assesments for stats and psych are due at the end of this week.
and i have no idea if im going to even go back to uni. though i did say i would stick the year out, and then see...

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