this needs a title...

ive been perpetually tired for the past couple of weeks. i feel exhausted, unmotivated...

i dont know whats wrong. i have been trying to get enough sleep, and i dont think im sick any more.
but im completely exhausted most of the time, particulary at night... i mean, its not even 7 and im tired enough to sleep for a couple days...

im thinking, that maybe im lacking in something. iron, minerals, vitamins or something...

and its not the fact that i dont do any exercise. walking to uni four times a week i do get excercise...


this tiredness has seeped into most parts of my life too... stuff with god has been... almost non existant for months, my motivation to do uni work just isnt there, and the motivation to look for other stuff has gone. or never was.

on monday night, i went to jess v's for a yits thing. the night was fun, and i enjoyed spending time with people. we played pictionary, and then cherades. but i was dead almost before 9.
anyway, michael drove me home, as bec was staying the night.
now, i never really got to talk much to clacy last year. and particulary never one on one. but, a little to my suprise, he is rather deep, and actually rather honest.
we were talking about some stuff, and i randomly told him a dream i had last year of him being a minister. he told me that since he was a kid he always thought he would go into the ministry.
i asked him if thats where he thought god was leading him.
he said something along the lines of actively pursueing God is such a hard thing to do.
and really, it is!


in other news. i was reading some letters yesterday afternoon. after getting one i had been expecting for ages, i went back and read some others that have been sent to me. i felt all loved and happy. i really do love letters. and i love sending.
this afternoon i sent the letter to a certian someone i had been writing for a while, and, i think its a page longer than the one i sent to john which held the record. (was yours 22 pages john?)

speaking of john. he told me to blog about what ever first came to mind when i heard/read the word google.
actually, it takes a re think of my mind to actually read the search engine. generally i read it as goggle... and goggle. well, there was this kid on the bus on the way home from uni. and he was goggleing the girl sitting next to me... (low cut top)


speaking of busses. i was travelling home today, and was looking at everyones eyes. some really amazing colours. green. blue, brown. a mixture of them. lovely colours...

and my ear is itchy...! earing hole actually...
so is the bottom of my left foot...

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