search for the tea filled sky.

tiredness. indeed i am.

i just came back from hanging out with some friends at lilydale lake, the local man made lake. dont swim in it, its desgusting. a dead body was found in there a while back. i walk past it when ever i go to uni, its actually kinda pretty, but hey...

anyway, i walked around the lake with two friends of mine. we used to be close a year or two back, but some stuff happened between me and one of them, and it got weird. both guys. but now, i think we have all grown up a bit. they are good friends, and i really like hanging out with them.
anyway, they gave me some guy advice.

guys. yeah, i thought i was over thinking about them all the time...
i think i may be doing what one of my friends warned me about at the end of last year, from her own experiences.

ive been trying to take another friends advice, and pray for clarity. but i get so confused as to what is God, and what is my own desires and thoughts, and thingyness... its hard to actually know what to pray. if you get my drift.

maybe i do just need time away, to regroup my thoughts, to focus on God.


im in a really huggy, affectionate mood right now...

*sighs*

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