Everything Will Be

I am no longer counting down the days, i am counting down the hours. i am happy, excited, nervous, and i have this great sense of God.
I know that I, we, wouldn't have been able to do the last 11 months, or be able to handle the next stage in our lives, without Him.

i am also very aware of the things i need to trust Him for. there are still fears, and issues that remain, and they don't just go away, no matter how much i ignore them. and trust me, i do ignore them. I have to trust that God will provide, and somehow He will... even if its not in the way i want at the exact time i want.

except a bit of inaction here in the coming weeks. but whack me over the head if you are a friend, and i haven't been spending time with you, or talking to you. because i do not want to do that. that would make me a hypocrite. i do not want to ignore my friends just because i have a boyfriend...

the new stage of my life is going to be exciting, and terrifying. hopefully in unequal portions. *smiles*

the picture is by exploding dog.

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