drink that tea...
i was going to do this long post all about grad, but i got bored of it, so im not going to finish it.
lets just say i graduated from year in the son on saturday. it was fun, i enjoyed it even though i was nervous before hand (though there were other reasons for that too).
i was so excited afterwards, rather on a high.
went back to tabor with lexie. gosh, i realised how much i missed her. dawn asked me the other week who i missed most from yits, and lexie was the one who came to mind.
i am so bored with this blog too, but i feel like i must continue to fill you, my dearly loved avid blog reader in, on whats been happening. or you know, you could ask me, when im not busy...
heck, im so tired. i shouldnt be online, i should be going to bed.
i went out to that yering place with bec this afternoon, so she could take some real film shots, and i played around with her digi cam. i'll post some of the shots when she sends them to me.
its her birthday tomorrow.
20, how old...
i was drawing in my socio tute this morning, and laura (one of my uni friends) turns to me and asks, why are you doing social science? i was like, huh? she said, you should be doing something arty, cause your good. i was like, oh, umm.. thanks, i got into this so, i dunno...
but its making me think more and more about what i really want to be doing.
i wrote in a letter to a friend yesterday something that was told to me on friday, p&p day. that i need to give my 'gift' back to god, so he could use me and give me ideas.
thats what i lack. ideas.
i find it so hard to convey the things i see and imagine in my mind to paper, or image for other people. the colours seem dull, or the magic isnt there that it is in my head.
and its sad.
and yet... yet, i seem reluctant to do that. i havent spent much time with god recently. ive been so busy all i get is the odd prayer, thought thingy now and then...
hmm. need to work on that.
sleep time soon...
i need images, not words.
