Tears, in both meanings of the word.

i hate this. this stupid irrational insecurity. i want to cry, but i wont. im too stubborn. i dont want to appear weak.
and i dont particualry want to tell everyone why i feel so crap and sad. ask me why if you really care, or want to know.

i mean, i know my friends like me.. dont they?
God should be enough, right? why am i over analysing....

and so yet again that same resolve happens. i will not be weak, i wont let other hurt me.

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