Sleepy

im tired.
i got hardly any sleep last night, and i really do mean hardly any.
maybe an hour at the most?

i was tossing and turning and getting all worked up and sobbing and getting up to go potty and getting back to bed and doing it all over again. i bit my arm because i was so frustrated at not being able to sleep. i read my bible. i prayed. i cried. i kicked off all my covers cause i was hot. i prayed some more. i begged. i cried some more. and it just kept going around and around like that.

talking to steve helped me calm down and finally sleep.

when my alarm went off at 2:15 i turned it off and rolled over. it took me a minute to remember why it was on in the first place.

i was tired and grumpy at work. irritable. and i had to go on the delivery run too. sigh. i dont get paid enough for that...


i have my last essay due tomorrow and i havent started it. im in holiday mode already and... well... is probably just me being lazy about it too...
i have all of tomorrow to do it. 5 hours, 400 words an hour, plus a couple hours to research. should be able to do it. though, i doubt if it will be very good :P.


im getting all excited about my party though!
saturday december the 9th, from 11:30-4ish. at my house.
i am sending out invites to most people. but if you read this and really want to come all the way out to mount evelyn just to eat some hamburgers and say happy birthday to me, feel free to ask me about it. :)

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