Feed My Sheep

yesterday i was feeling very sick.
last night i was in bed and asleep by 10.
after some rather strange dreams, i wke feeling very refreshed and happy at 6ish.
out of bed bt 8 and all day spent working on my 2500 word essay for my aboriginal studies subject.

i got it done.
i have actually felt motivated for that subject, and now only have a debate (where i dont have to talk) and one more journal due.
i have decided i can handle 2 subjects well.

i am feeling more tired tonight. and im working tomorrow.
it is set to be a warm night, 19 degrees minimum.
shorts to work.
summer has surely come early this year.

this weekend i am looking forward to, and also wanting it to not come.
i am fasting steve saturday morning to wednesday morning.
no contact with each other at all.
i want to do it to focus my life, to focus this time on Him.
to rely on Him.
to pray and immerse myself in His Word.
to spend time with Him.
and to hopefully hear from Him.
i want some direction for my life. to know what He wants me to do.

i have been hearing "feed My sheep" when i ask that.
feed My sheep and trust Me.
i guess i want to know what that will look like.

i will not be fasting food this weekend.
i have been eating less and less.
i have lost my appitite since coming home from Perth.
i will not let what happened at the start of the year happen again.

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